mAdnessss!!

You know,,the lady I love refused me because of this magical word madness.

She told me”you have evrything..every qualities but something I love..i want in my partner is madness..but you lack that madness”.

But can you people tell me what is madness??I feel her..I loVe to bE with her..i want(from my dEEp heart) to part of her life..i loVe her..but still I am not mAd!!gOOd gOOd I should not be mAd(isn’t it better??)HAHA!!but sometimes it haunts me..if I would be mAd,,if my mAdness with me I may be with her..

Who is mAd??we saY..those whose activities are different and not nAturAl to those who are NORMAL….a mAd can do those things which a NORMAL people can’t even thing,,can’t do..they can laugh without reason,,they can talk without any meaning….but can we(so called NORMAL people) do??can we make “our everything” laugh in deep sorrow??can we be with “our everything” when “our everything ” is in deepest of trouble and I have some urgencies??can we loVe instead of be loved??can we love someone only for hEr??can we keep the each promise till the last breath??can we be with her to be loved,,to loVe without saying I loVe you??can we say I am your loVe instead of I am in loVe??

Still I am searching….and I am still not answered….

If I could be mAd….only a mAdness could be there!!

Journey in Midnapur

It was the most valuable 2 years of my life I spend in midnapur….it was not to far from now when I went there for my M.Sc..

For the first time I was going to stay away from home..though it is not a matter for me to stay away from home but a little bit excitement was there..how it would be!!how will be the people over there!!because it was very much obvious to me that the environment is different..

I went there and got the admission..and started the hostel life….and started the first practical journey the journey of myself..though some people may feel what’s there to say about it..it’s common but for me it was uncommon at that time..

It was tOO hot and humid in the summer as well as cold tOO in the winter but in the rain time it is so nice..i saw 48°C temp and on the other hand 36 hrs continuous raining tOO..and the best thing I found there is the “KASAI”..the river without water in summer and flooded due to the rain.. in the afternoon u can go there and could be in peace..i usually went there and witnessed some great evenings..

Another place I went almost regularly that is“CHOTO RAZA”..a restaurant….and can’t be forgotten ever..

One thing I must mention that in a single word it’s a ‘GOOD’ place..and I should mention about the friend..whom should I start??aditi..debasis(himes)..avik..tapas..sudipta..nivedita..ranjan..sunanda..tanmay..ritwik..debashree ..ohh!! where could I stop??they are very good human being nd gOOd friends tOO..we spend lots of happy moments together..though lots of misunderstanding happened. Lots of tough time we spend together but still they are rememberable..mainly two persons I can’t forget in my lifetime and they are tapas and debasis..one person can make you laugh and another can take the responsibilities to be with u always..we spend lots of time as a unit..avik’s room was the best meeting place..where we spend the evening..singara..chowmin..etc shared the stories with us..ohh!!my bera mess where I stayed is unforgettable tOO..

Now I am here in my home..may those beautiful days will not come further but those is are remarkable in my life..i wll miss u all….

Love u all..nd love u midnapur..

mY bEst frndzzzzz!!!!

I don’t know how much time it takes to say some people bEst frndzzzz….but this people didn’t take too much time to be my best friends. at the beginning I should say they are shreya, sudip ,moumita ….the three different people with different characters. if I start to write about them it will take long time as well as hundreds of pages….but few words must be said…that they are gOOd,, nice and soft hearted helpful people..they are a kind of friends who never felt me that go and do your work alone….if possible they help me a lot….we are all in complete different field of work and we don’t get lots of time to meet but I think the friendship is as it was….ohh!! I should say about them individually….

shReya(titli) : she is a beautiful girl and the CREATIVE…she is adorable to me and the most important thing is her personality….that’s why call her tHe pRincess

sudIp (baban): a wonderful human being….honest,,gOOd looking and trying to be a smArt!! Guy….if u r with him u will never bore….he is there for his friends always

mOumita (mou): qute,,sweet,,naughty and soft hearted girl….She is little bit possessive about every people around her….she is childish tOO….and a blind fan of sourav gangully

let me stop right now neither it will go on and on………

love u…………................

LoVe!!

love is a complicated term....i don't know from where the love begins and where the love ends!!but you know i think it's just a feelings you can only feel......you can't explain love by words..you can't describe love in papers where as you can be flooded with your love,,you can dance with the rhythm of your heartbeats whenever you are in loVe..i don't know whether love is passion or not but truly it is a dream about someone who is your nearest,,dearest,,heartiest person....to me love is all about her....she is someone i know but somewhere i may not know,,she is someone i like but somewhere i may not like....there is lots of ups & down may come in the way,,may some serious & drastic decisions have to be taken but still the loVe is all about you..

some people asked how much time will it take to loVe someone??i answered love starts in a moment and in your lifetime the one and only one question you can't find out and that is that is 'that moment of loVe'!!

there are three things attached to loVe..these are faith,,commitment & dedication..people says "where there is will there is a way"....but in loVe if you can't have one of these three nature then it will be tough to maintain a stable relationship....there may not be any obstraction to start a relationship but you may face problems to keep it up in every moment and in that case you have to solve it rather igonre it..

someone says........loVe is not about "where are you" but it's about "i am here for you" it's not about "how could you" but it's all about "i understand"..

Live Live with Your LOVE....and bE hapPy Forever..and for mE this is all about hER!!

My first Blog of My life

this is my first orkut blog in my life....i don't know how to start and how to stop....but i must confess it's a new kind of feelings....i think it will be nice, interesting, easier way to interact with my friends and most importantly i can share my thoughts with my friends through this.

nothing is coming in my mind right now....but i will write more as soon as possible.